it's been a loooooooooooong time since i last logged in.. all the while i thought wala ng tabulas.. haha. anyway. i'm at home.. waiting for someone..  haha. WHO?? guess who!! anyway.. wala lang.. it's just funny na i still have my tabulas. labo. it has been almost 4 mos since i last logged in eh.. dami na nangyare! haha! oh yesss.. break up.. getting back together.. and another break up.. hahaha. anyway! i'm really not in the mood to type so.. i'll stop na. hahaha. bye!

i miss anton. whatever happened to the justice system here in the philippines? love you sweets. i'm still prayin. i actually dreamt of him. grabe. kakaisip? oh well. i'll see you when i get there!

when do you draw the line between love and friendship?

in friendship, we create love.
in love, we risk friendship.

its hard
but i guess sometimes,
wanting more means losing everything.

you know the feeling of losing someone so dear to you? parang he/she is your everythingna. parang twin. parang you're just not comlete without that person..you know everything about each other.. sakit diba if one day you wake up and that person just left you. hehe wala lang..

happened to me,just recently.. and i thought i won't make it through. i thought i'd forever be "lost" panu ba naman.. siya yun eh. WELL ANYWAY ENOUGH. i have someone. well not really someone to replace that person but someone who just makes me happy.. he doesn't really complete me and all that i may not trust him completly or as much as i trusted the person before him.. but, wala eh.. no worries lang.. i can't really say he won't leave me cause yun din sinabe ko about the person before him. hehe and he left. well, you know.. this person just makes me happy. to know that i have him by my side as my friend is MORE THAN ENOUGH for me to feel good. and get over the whole thing. wala lang.  

i'm just happy i have him in my life kahit kgulo kami pareho. haha. i don't wanna make the same mistake. what we have isn't worht riskin cause it's NOT WORTH LOSIN'.